Location: in my office, looking at the rain and thinking
Music: I regret every single thing I ever said, I said those things too softly
Met a girlie last week.
Her: (deep breath) Well, when I was in high school, my prom date raped me, got me pregnant, and, causa my dad, I got married causa it. Then I had a miscarriage so I was a divorcee before I went to college. He divorced me – can you believe that? Moved here, became a model. Now I throw up at least once a day so I can pay my rent and I hate, hate, hate men of every type. Can you beat that?
Her: Why did you do that?
Didn’t give her my number or ask for her’s, and paid for her drink, which I never do.
There’s this comedian that says that children are a man’s receipt; children are the canceled check that proves that we were here.
The stuff you hear about happening in China is horrifying, isn’t it? 22,000 to 50,000 dead with 169,000 injured. But it’s actually even worse than that. With the PRC’s One Child Policy, bloodlines and family lose everything. For those that lose their one child and they’re too old to have kids again, they’ve no safety net to take care of them in their old age. Their history ends with them; they’ve no connection to the future. They’ve no child to love. Can’t imagine how that must feel.
My father once said that he loved us all before we were born. That didn’t make sense back then.
I’m getting sued (again). I’m working 12 hour days for negative returns. There’s stuff I don’t tell you about. But really, I got no problems. I got my life, my family, my rum, and the occasional girlie for company.
It’s raining here, but in my head, there’re blue skies. Told you before, yeah? God gave me everything.
Hope you have an amazing weekend.