Hoping for some sweetness
My friend Jaerik once said that he liked reading my posts because they were never ranty.
I kinda feel all my posts for the past two years have been ranty. Have to somehow get back to how things used to be. Somehow.
But I’m gonna try to make the most of the life I have now with the kid.
The Gymgirl bought me something called an mBerry from Amazon for Christmas, which makes sour things taste sweet. The above video is one she took of me eating a lemon. It’s pretty cool; it was like eating a super sweet orange.
God, if only there was something I could take to make my otherwise bitter life sweet.
2018 is coming up. Always hope that the new year will be different and better. Hope I’m right this time.
I hope there’s some sweetness for Alison’s family, the boy, and me in the years to come. You as well.
Location: 3 days from the new year
Mood: (very cautiously) hopeful
Music: dreaming of bigger things, and wanna leave my own life behind