Thus ends my first post breakup relationship
Her: I love you.
Me: Ah, if only you did.
Well, that all went to hell.
But to quote a close friend:
It’s better to be the star of your own movie than have a cameo in someone else’s.
I did that the last time around.
This time, no matter how much I wish it weren’t so, I decided that I’d rather be by myself than play a cameo ever again.
I know I’m not perfect
(trust me, I’ve checked)
but I’m good enough to be
nobody’s damned,
wait-and-see.
Once a lifetime,
no matter how I feel,
once a lifetime,
it’s enough for me.
Sigh. Those blue eyes though…
Location: @6:12 PM, saying goodbye to the east side
Mood: sad
Music: I wish that I, that I could stay
3 replies on “If only”
[…] Cause it’s better to be the star of your own movie, than have a cameo in someone else’s. […]
[…] last one ended just as randomly the other day. I think. There’s definitely something about her and me that I just can’t put my finger […]
[…] that just changed everything about how I looked at that relationship and I’ve quoted it here many times in the […]