Location: 19:14 yest, 462 Amsterdam Ave
Mood: pensive
Music: ain’t gettin no younger Your pain and your hunger, they’re drivin you
Heartgirl: (bursts out laughing) Those old ladies back there said, There’s a sexy Asian guy!
Been keeping busy trying to get some some things settled, though. The thesis, paperwork, continuing education. Lotsa stuff. Personal stuff too – saw my cousins last night. We never hang out. No reason, just don’t. People think I eat a lot. These guys, these guys can pound. And they’re all normal looking.
Talked about our grandmother. They said, without trying to make me feel bad, that I should have seen her. Least said goodbye. Told them I couldn’t. They said my mom sat all by her lonesome at the funeral.
Somehow, knew that without them telling me that. Guess cause I do that too, sometimes.
Told them that I’m closer to 40 than I am to 30. And I’m still waiting for my real life to begin.
Man, how silly’s that?
YASYCTAI: See someone for dinner that you’ve been meaning to. (90 mins/2 pts)
4 replies on “Down from your fences”
"Told them that I'm closer to 40 than I am to 30. And I'm still waiting for my real life to begin.Man, how silly's that?"yah, i hear you man… sometimes i wonder though, if there are ppl destined to be waiting for their life to begin forever… have you seen vicky christina barcelona? christina… sometimes i feel like that too and then i remind myself that it's a dangerous thought to have. 😛
It's the asian gene in us. I out eat most of the guys I know.I am not waiting for life to start, but I often feel like I'm just going with the flow. Then that poses the question if I'm floating in the right direction.And I get insomnia for about 6 weeks every spring. It's normally not here till closer to the end of March. We'll see how it goes.
It is a dangerous thought to have but it won't stop showing up sometimes.As for the asian gene in it, it's putting up a mighty fight against the western fast food and cola – but I think they might lose.
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