We can’t stay here
The dinner itself was fun and the food was killer. It was also good to see the fellas outside of the gym and in our regular selves.
Him: I’m starting up a new venture with some big Hollywood stars.
Me: Do you need a lazy, high-functioning alcoholic lawyer?
Him: Oh, we have one of those already.
It was so much, in fact, that we ended up staying out until they turned on the lights in the restaurant.
Him: I think they’re trying to tell us something.
Me: Yeah, we don’t have to go home, but we can’t stay here.
Most of what we discussed is unprintable, either because it was about the business or because it was about our personal lives.
Him: …and then the kid and his friends came out with guns and started firing.
Me: Well, I’m not visiting you there, then.
Told you once that you’re the average of the five people that you spend the most time with. These people should be your success models: The people we wanna be.
But there are probably just as many failure models in your life as there as success models. These are the people that are people like the consistently poor decision-makers, the immature, the selfish, the willfully ignorant, etc. Unfortunately, it’s a lot easier to end up with failure models than success models.
Him: I remember some of the advice he gave me.
Me: Man, taking business advice from him is like taking relationship advice from someone that’s never been in a good one.
Chad and I know a fella that’s super-focused on building, essentially, a martial arts cult for some mythical yesteryear versus a commercially successful business for 2022 NYC.
It’s mental masturbation full of nonsense versus concerted, dispassionate grind. And a life focused on mental masturbation produces precisely the same result as a life focused on actual masturbation. After all, if you keep doing what you do, you keep getting what you get.
He’s our walking, talking, cautionary tale.
In the end, we picked the investors because they’re all very successful in their respective fields and all had a skill or attribute that would be a tangible benefit to the gym and each other.
A plus is that they’re all extremely good fighters in their respective arts, which helps if you’re running a martial arts gym.
It stopped raining when we finally left.
Me: We should do this again, soon.
Investor 1: I’m away for the next three months at [a resort I own]. You guys should visit.
Investor 2: I’m away for the next two months in [the Caribbean with my family].
Investor 3: I’m in Europe for a day for work this week but back for the holidays and then traveling again.
Me: Clearly, I’ve made some poor life choices. If I didn’t have the kid in school…
Speaking of the kid, he and I put up a Christmas tree together. I bought a slightly larger tree than the one that was damaged, and I had to toss.
It was the first time we decorated a tree together. Man, he was so happy. I told him the story – as best I could – of each ornament, alla which had a story with them.
Him: The bell really works!
Me: (laughing) Yes, yes it does.
Him: It’s so cool! (thinking) I miss mommy.
When he went to bed, I sat there and just stared at the tree for a while before I poured myself a glass of fine aged rum and thought about all of my possible pasts.
God, I fucking hate the holidays.
Location: earlier yesterday evening, looking at diamond rings
Music: He’s been living in a pure illusion (Spotify)
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