A business dinner
Me: I think I’ve been here before.
Him: You don’t remember being at a place called Burgers & Lobster?
Me: (pointing to wall) Well, I remember seeing lobster pots at a restaurant I went to, but that whole time was a blur.
Him: (laughing) I’m gonna say you’ve been here before.
The other investors of Paxibellum and I had our end-of-year dinner this week to go over where we were with the gym.
I screwed up the times so two of them were already at the bar when I showed up – it was raining and, despite it being just a few blocks from the gym and me with an umbrella, I showed up with my bottom half pretty wet.
Chad picked the joint, which is odd because that dude does not like seafood.
After I settled into the bar, I felt this huge sense of déjà vu. It was only when I saw the lobster pots on the wall that I realized that I’d gone there with Nadi and Kung.
I had spent the night before with Gradgirl and she had brought over a bottle of vodka, which I recall I enjoyed.
Me: Have you ever had some fine aged rum?
Her: No, is it any good?
Me: It’s my favourite because if you take really bad rum, and put it on a ship…
I’d just met her and she was honestly just lovely.
We communicated via disappearing messages the entire time so I literally have nothing to remember her by except my own cloudy memories, which bums me out more than I can express.
I remember waking up the next morning and, like most of that time, not wanting to do anything but stay in bed with my bottles of rum/vodka. And her.
But I’d already told Nadi and Kung that I’d meet up with them. So, I remember crawling out of bed and getting ready to go.
I don’t recall if Gradgirl stayed or left that morning but I remember that she was the first person I actually wanted to spend any time with versus going out to put on a good show for my friends.
To be honest, there’s a good part of me that wonders if she was real at all. Nothing seems real before I recovered from COVID.
Maybe I made it all up.
In any case, it was strange walking into the same restaurant, this time with a completely new set of friends, save for Chad, whom I really didn’t know all that well at that time.
Haven’t talked to Nadi and Kung in a while; suppose I’ll ring them up this week. I think I cried twice sitting with them that morning. Don’t remember much of that time.
Except that so many people – friends, new friends, and strangers – were kind and worried about me.
I dunno if I truly thanked everyone for their kindness during that time.
Hope they know I appreciated it then, and still do now.
Getting back to now, Chad and the remaining investor showed up (another was away) not long afterward and we got seated.
As it happened, the investors and I literally sat in the same area that Nadi, Kung, and I sat at four years prior. Fuck…it’s been four years.
As for Gradgirl, I’ve not seen her in years but, in my head, she’s finally happy with her fella.
We should all be happy with our person.
There’s more but I’ll finish it up later on this week.
Location: earlier today, trying on some new gear at Paxi
Music: You’re better off this way, I was never gonna stay (Spotify)
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