Went to the cemetery the other day. That was hell. Spent the rest of the time talking to friends about the dating world. That was just sobering.
This woman wrote once that grief is just love with no place to go.
Rose left late; we did have a small blowup over religion but that started and ended quickly. It was a nice night, overall.
Continuing to slowly reenter society by seeing friends and family. Trying to distract myself however I can.
I hear you still talk to me, as if you’re sitting in that dusty chair. Makes the hours easier to bear.
Was sick all last week. Then I injured my neck. Again. Also had to go to the dentist because I had a toothache. So, pretty much the usual song-and-dance for me.
Went out for Halloween – the first time in years. It still feels weird being social. But it was fun and I had nice company.
Continuing my last entry, saw more friends recently and linked up with the owners of Bistango and Nickel and Diner – two restaurants that did so much for my family that I wanted you to know about them.
Was back in my old single-days haunt this past weekend, broke down twice, and had a series of conversation. Here are some of the highlights.
Years later, people keep entering and leaving my Venn Diagrams. And I wish everything were different. Everything but the boy.